hiya!..starting afresh!! :):))

hellos all!!

after the talks and everything..i've decided to stop writing this essay and tear it and burn it for i know how frustrating it can get if the friendship continues..its best to just leave him an go our separate ways so neither 1 of us will get more hurt! but still it would be painful for me to leave him for he was once my dearest kor.. you knw wat i mean..

anyways after the 5 days AKLTG-IAG camp, i've got my frens frm there supporting me and pulling me out of this black hole, i've ot see teng, kenneth, isabel, cynthia, dexter, etc..

WHY DID I SAY BLACK HOLE, 1 WLD ASK...

obviously everyone has a black hole, with frens trying to help u get out of it by pulling u out of it..its tough but worthwhile, if u treasure that hand that pulls u out --- frenship!!

mine is clearly better after the AKLTG-IAG camp..duh..be4 that, imagine after that monster left me after a close friendship for 6 mths or so...he was holding my hand pulling me out of the black hole, after finding it was diff, he decided to give up, he let go and the darkness surrounds me once more until during the AKLTG-IAG camp, it was hard letting it go, i couldn't stop dwelling on it until hui lian gave me the brightness and helped me move on to the new essay and forget bout the dumb past..

in the AKLTG-IAG camp, i obviously felt like myself and feeling the feeling of joy rushing thru my blood and body! i had my frens and i learnt many things frm the camp, it was only after the last day of the camp did i realise that it was over, i had to go back to school and face HIM & HER again once more..how sad i was..

till today, i miss my gd old friends!! n i'll always treasure hui lian 4 she helped me to move forward..she is the light of my life!!

i miss you, AKLTG-IAG camp dudes, though u might not be able to read this, but, special thx to :

HUI LIAN FOR MAKING THE DAY AND MY LIFE LOOK BETTER AND HAPPIER!! THX FOR FETCHING ME HME ALMOST EVERYDAY!! :):))

KENNETH FOR MAKING THE 5 DAYS MOST MEMORABLE, BEING THERE WHENEVER I NEEDED U, BEING THE BEST FRIEND AND COACH ANYONE COULD EVER WISH FOR, CHEERS AND ROCK ON MERMAID!! :):))

ISABEL WE WERE E ONI 2 GALS IN REAL CGXS!! WE REALLY HELPED EACH OTHER AND GAVE EACH OTHER SUPPORT, THOUGH AFTER THE CAMP, BB.. :):))

CECILA CC, THX BUNCH FOR BEING THERE WHENEVER I NEEDED YOU THOUGH WE WENT OUR SEPARATE WAYS AFTER I LEFT HOLY INNOCENTS FOR TAO NAN INH PRI 4!! THX FOR JUST BEING THERE FOR ME SINCE PRI 1!! :):))


JUST TO END OF :):))
FRIENDS ARE VERY VITAL TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON EARTH, OLD OR YOUNG, FRIENDS HELP U TO CLIMB YR LIFE, TO REACH YR GOAL, TO BE THE BEST YOU CAN BE, SOMETIMES WHEN U ARE CLEARLY AT YR BREAKING PT, THEY REACH OUT A HAND AND STOP U FRM FALLING, THAT IS A TRUE FREN !!

~treasure yr friends be4 they leave u, just like mine did~ :):))

Jia Hui :):))